changes to my blog

Hello everyone im doing alot of writing so i figured i would add to my blog to. im doing alot of writing because im meeting pen pals. since i was writing them i figure id write here to.

My blog is going to be making a change i think. i want to make it more like a diary and less a day to day i did this and i did that activity list. not that i wont ever post what im doing but i want to go much deeperwith my blog now. my blog is going to be ment more for me now athou people are allowed to read it and share comments on it.

ive decided to try to become a more open communicative person. ive never been one to share my feelign with anyone. and what i hope is to share more by posting them here. and even thou people will be reading and commenting it is really more of an outlet for me then exactly a sharing with the world even thou thats what will be happening.

sharing my back story was one step in what i hope is me becoming a better person. it was me opening up a little bit. another step for me is making pen pals and learnign to be more communicative with people again. and then chaging my blog to be a more inside look into me for me. it prolly wont be pretty as i have alot of demons and things ive locked away inside of me. but i need to get them out and this is another way of me doing so.

i cooked

http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Beef-Enchiladas-II/Detail.aspx

i made enchiladas. i dunno why they use flour tortillas. it worked but next time i will use corn. flour is just way to big to be working with. also i added taco seasoning to the meat as recommended by many people who commented on the recipe. all in all very good. i was stuffed and so was jim it was good. and it was a pretty inexpencive meal.

hmmmm

i think im in the mood to cook tonight. i dunno what exactly but dinner is on me tonight

2nd blog

well ive started a second blog. im still doing this one but i also wanted to do one a little diffrent

so here it is. check it out

http://kingpissantdisney.blogspot.com/

i think its official now

someone said to me its been 10 weeks now and i had no clue what they were talking about. i totally forget that im an ex smoker now. i very rarely get even the slightest of cravings any more, so i dont even think about it.ive been in just about ever situation that i used to smoke in even the ones tat made me smoke the most and it doesnt bother me in the slightest now.


so we can officially call me a non smoker again. and ty for everyone for there support.and specail thanks to my mom who i was prolly the crabbiest too during the the hardest of times. love you all.

grrr

ok seems the disneyland pics didnt work so ill play with it and ifx it. give me some time. thats a big project lol

ok looks like hopefully 3rd time will be the charm. ill fix it again in a minute.

ill start with disneyland

so i recently went to disneyland....again. I went on june 8th i believe with my family when everyone got together. and that was a special time.
then i went again on july 7th and had an another amazing time. this time i got to see california adventures.





they have some cool stuff over there. they have tower of terror which is a twilight zone themed free fall ride.





they have this ride called soaring over california. in theory its an amazing ride. its like a realistic imex/star tours type ride. but way bigger and way more realistic. it has amazing pictures and amazing sense of realism. the ride scared the crap out of me. ill never go on it again. you dont go any higher then 20 feet at most, you dont go sideways or up side down. no rough and tumbleness. it is just so realistic it scared me.
some more pictures from california adventures















one last part of california adventure for now. they have this ride called toy story mania. its a interactive 3d shooting game. you ride in these carts and it takes you around and stops in front of these screens and you shoot targets and earn points. prolly cause im super competitive but i could ride this ride all day long. it is the coolest thing ever. and in the fron they have a large sized working mr potato head. he sings and talks. its pretty cool




we spent most of the day in california adventures. but we also spent some time in disneyland





rumor has it that for 600 dollars you can spend 1 night sleeping above pirates









we spent some time walking around down town disney.they have this huge and amazing disneystore. i love that place.







combine 2 of my favorite things. disney and gators



one for my brother





and then night fall came. and we saw the electric parade





one of my Fav's








we figured that california adventures was closing at 9 and the fireworks started at 9:25 so no problem. wrong. at 9:12 the parade was still going on so we had to run back to disneyland. and then find a spot to stand as everyone in the park was standing here.







dumbo flew over the castle









my fav firework one




and the end of the night



sorry for all the pictures. i was thankful to holly for getting me out of the house. and for allowing me to turn it into a picture taking trip. i really had a good time just being in disneyland and doing photography. i want to spend time getting better with my camera so hopefully this is a start. its some of the better pictures i have ever taken. and i entered 2 of them in a photo contest.