wow its been 3 weeks already. i say wow cause it feels like alot more. i defenitly feel better already. but at the same time i cant say i have quit the habit. no no i havent had a smoke yet. but the urges are still really strong and will be for a long time. it gets easier each day, not cause the cravings get easier. but my ability to deal with them gets better. in reality its prolly not much diffrent then living with back pain. and i have been doing that for 11 years now. lucky for me i wont really have to do that for smoking. only a couple of months.
speaking of back pain. grrr. it really sucks lately. it hurts really bad and has for the last couple of months. who knows maybe one day ill sit down and try and describe what thats like. fun stuff huh lol.
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